And maybe if I had my shit together there might have been no problems between me and the community. When I got into this people realized I wasn't some internet troll but some kid with some social problems and a lot of people helped out a lot and got me into this. When people constantly have to do things for you, you don't have it together, and you cause problems people eventually get sick of it. That's what caused the problems. I took too much, and did too little, and I had 12 years to fix everything. My drinking didn't help either with all the stupid shit I've said and done on peoples profiles that get through the community.
Now, I'm going to say to there are some major pieces of shit in the community that has used my problems against me and caused problems for who knows what reason and those people can go fuck themselves for all I care.