Yeah, it sucks when you have people against you and don't know why, and others are just adding to the fire. Leaving you confused and angry trying to understand why those things happened and what you did to deserve them when you were just trying to live. Having people force negativity into your life, push you away from others, and blame you for saying anything about it or reacting to it, then it being used against you to ruin your name and reputation for no reason, or things that won't be ever explained to you. You can't understand the hate, you can't understand why you're not wanted, you can't understand why it seems like so many people were contributing to your downfall and not being able to understand why, and where things went wrong, or how you could fix them. The good intentions and attempts to be a part of something while trying to re-grow a non-existant social life again in a new city, with apparent new chances and opprotunites to take. Trying to take advantage of those things, and wanting to, only to have your name drug through the dirt again by people, again, for reasons you can't understand. Ending up alone, unhappy, unsatisfied, alienated, and isolated, while running things through your head again for the millionth time, as still the fingers pointed at you while you desperately try to make others understand, and hear your side again only for it to fall on deaf ears.
Going back to that situation years back, that was of someone's own wrongdoing, not mine, I should have not been blamed and made to suffer the consequences of someone else's bad choice, and have it follow me for years of my life like I did something wrong. I didn't, it was not my fault, I didn't do anything wrong, and it's not right to hold something against me for years over something I really had no part in. Stop being a fucking coward, admit you did something wrong and not fuck other peoples shit up because of it. As far as destroying me socially for it, no one should have to have problems because of someone elses actions they can't admit to. Yeah, and my parents getting involved and intruding on my life and the lives of my roommates caused a shit load of issues too that I ended up getting fucked over for. (edited)