Just too much stupid shit, makes me just want to hang it up and move on. I just love this shit too much, 13 years is hard to walk away from. I think just due to shitty people, people just got the wrong idea about me. I'm not about gatekeeping, esp when I was there before a lot of the gangs now even fucking existed. I got into this around '07. It's like people from here watching what I do on the internet, I'm not doing anything wrong, it's all about malicious intent and having something to hold against and push me away for. My question is why? Yeah, I fucked up a couple of times, but those things should have been forgotten in time, and people should have stayed out of my shit when it had nothing to do with them. It's about being made into being this social pariah in the community and not understanding why because there's nothing I've done wrong, and the things years and years ago still being held against me like they're new.