I'm living my life as I always have, and always will. Slept until noonish, went to the diner for an awesome breakfast, the servers are bummed out as there was hardly anyone there, but I enjoyed that fact, the place is normally packed, I had a place to sit right off, and food was done perfect as usual, but super fast! Keep staying home people! ;) I don't need to stock up on stuff as I always have enough of necessity's on hand. I went for a walk, oiled up my bicycle, I need to lose a minimum of 20 lbs this summer, I've gotten fat, :/ Easier than kitting a bike! ;) That's on me, I LOVE pizza way too much, and it is god awful cold here about 5 months of the year. I can't wait to get my bikes back on the road, even the pedal one. :) Enjoyed some TV, got a new 50" model, 4k whatever that means, I had a tube model until a week and a half ago, the picture is amazing, pretty cool. Fed the stray cat I have kept alive all winter, even through -15 and worse days, go OC! :) (outside cat) Finished a book I've been into. Sitting around chilling, answering e-mails from Indeed.com about new jobs, always looking for better, just living.
@ Brandon, I apologize for going off on you so hard yesterday, but damn man, something about you just sets me off, at times I have felt bad for you, wanted to help, but you blow off everyone's advice and just WHINE so hard, it is just infuriating, I used to be a MAJOR fuck up at life, I'm a recovering alcoholic, and it sucks being sober, but not as bad as being a drunk did, but at my worst of drinking, I never complained about my life, I loved it, I then as now never depended on anyone else's opinion of me, I was doing what I wanted, the bad thing was I scared the shit out of everyone who cared about me. That is not fair. I was an asshole, and I own that. Keep looking for work, that will help you feel better about yourself, no one wants to be a dependent, go to a temp agency, they should be able to put you to work Monday. It does not have to be a job you will keep for life, but it will put money in your pocket, and keep you from wallowing in self pity at least 8 hrs a day. You need a purpose in life, even if it is just to survive, you need health insurance, you need to have a reason to exist beyond the internet. You need some self confidence, a sense of who you are. Work provides this. There are a lot of people far worse off than you are, be thankful for what you have. If you hate me, I don't blame you, but people said much of the same to me at one time, and I deserved it, you do to, use what you hear, and you can find self-sufficiency and happiness. The world owes you nothing, you are not special or unique, neither 'am I, none of us are. You get from the world what you put in, you have to give to get. Remember that. There are no "safe spaces" life is not fair, it takes WORK to get anywhere. Ditch social media, live in the real world, where there are consequences for your words and actions, and you will learn to be a real person. Again, I apologize for telling you to off yourself, that was cruel on my part, but I honestly would not miss the person you are right now, but after cooling down a bit, I could see missing the person you could be, if you choose to. Be well.
Oh yeah, fuck the virus!