I am a 37 year old Gulf War veteran. My unit was attacked with sarin on one occasion and cyclosarin on another case. about one fifth of my unit was not able to get their masks on quick enough for we had missins of our own that were vital.
the result of these attacks are brain damage the knd you would see in an M.S. patient. this damage sends the wrong signals to certain parts of the body and I have suffered a lot of different symptoms that come and go.
my last "attack"lets say, involved my colon. it started as a small pain and just slowly got worse until they had to hospitalize me for I was in such pain and lost a lot of weight. 3 more of these visits and about a dozen tests were done. in the mean time, I couldnt eat and ws in a lot of pain. Finally my doctor got me out of pain with heavy pain killers and I have weight gain shakes for all three mals-still no food. I got so weak before he took away the pain that i spent 8 months in bed. I finally said to myself i am not going to die here in this room. so i moved to providence. I had a lot of help and at first I had trouble getting to my apartment on the 3rd flr. well I decided that if this is gonna kill me I will go out fighting. I have done a lot and came a longe way. when i first got here i had a bed and a tv. now I am fully furnished here. I walk up and down the stairs with ease for the 1st two times in a row. i ride a bike !mile a day. This thursday i will try 2 miles. I take care of my cute little grand daughter. 2 nights a week. I am working to improve my life. And I will.
I have a my space and a website that alot of ppl do not aprove of. i have never posted these sites on hthis site some one else did. For that reason I am not going to defend those sites or even talk about them. if you look for shit hard enough you just might find shit. so to the people who brought that up the shits in your hands.
I asked for someone to donate an old moped or scooter. this I realize now was a mistake. I now can work in trade for one. or fix your car. or do light yard work. all of this has to be in my own time because I am not 100% yet. as far as bartering I have two fans. one a double fa with a switch for intake and exhaust. and a small 6-8inch desk fan.a beck cd 20 blank cds. anearbud with a mic for use on the computer. and thats that.
now please dont go digging for shit on me cause you will just have shitty hands. I ned a moped or scooter to getaround. Maybe I Want one more than need one.but I think its a little of both.so I am printing this and asking people to please stop picking on me. talk to mefind out about me by talking to me. please just let my other site be they have theyre purpose .!