sorry for all the off topic posts.
i just had a rather messy falling-out with my best friend since 5th grade (i'm a sophomore in college, you do the math). basically she turned into her boyfriend, who hates me. she was literally the only friend i had, and now i have no one and i'm really depressed. sitting in my apartment alone only adds to the feeling.
i guess i'm wondering is anyone in portland, puddle cutters or not, are doing something tonight? i need to get out of my head. maybe make some good friends.
i'm freaking out because i'm socially retarded and don't know how to make friends basically at all. i feel like a dork around people.