Hey homeboy chin up man I'm nockin' on the door of thirty years old and I'm a geek, I was a geek when I was your age the only difference is that now the guys who gave me shit at your age are now asking me if I can get them jobs and asking me what the rent on a house like mine is, to which respond rent, I own that bitch I'm a geek. If your a awkward or different person you need to embrace that because that will set you apart and get you all that good good art chick poon-tang when you go to college.