Good on you for getting a kit, just don't ride it hammered, I used to drink rummpleminze and budwisers...by the gallon....I try and stay sober now, not always succesfully but I'am doing much better now, plus my job keeps me sober to get really drunk right I need more time than I have, that is a good thing! Best of luck to you, booze is a bitch, you are NOT being judged, just know you can stop if you want or at least moderate.